Thank you so much for your beautiful prayers reflected back to me, I appreciated your emails:) I also had quite a few of you asking about my healing session with Howard Wills, I promise I will share more details on Friday about what happened!
I got a TV hosting request in from my manager at TVGuestpert. I thought it a good idea to do some research on the TV production company, who were interested in me. As I typed in the name of the company into my iphone and read, I gasped.
“What is it?” my husband Nick said.
I didn’t want to tell him, it was embarrassing, a skeleton in my closet.
“You don’t want to know,” I said.
“Tell me,” he said.
I took a deep breath to find some much needed courage.
“I hooked up with one of the owners of the TV company.”
“Did you sleep with him?” he said.
“Yes, he’s also a famous TV host in the UK,” I said, cringing. I felt so embarrassed.
That summer was a crazy summer. I had written a book called Confessions of a Psychic which I later on threw away because it was written during the peak of my love addiction. I was giving great relationship advice on Live TV but when the focus went back on myself, I couldn’t let myself feel my feeling. I attracted many clients to me who also suffered around love relationships and dating. As I’d tune in for a client, they’d often reflect back what was happening in my own life and spirit would channel the answer through me.
It felt awkward because I wondered if I was really giving true guidance however, at the end of the session, the client would say, “Wow you totally nailed what I’m going through and I feel like I can handle this moving forwards”.
I’m only sharing about my love addiction now because when I was in it, I was ranting and complaining about men betraying me, leading me on, using me. I was a total victim.
As I did the spiritual work, I kept healing. Some days it felt incredibly painful to be with my feelings but I have learned to be with the discomfort because I know the other side of this pain is an ocean of peace where I am deeply connected to spirit. It makes me a better intuitive, psychic and coach. I am able to see with deeper clarity. I see into the depths of a person’s soul. The beautiful lesson I recently learned is just because I can see someone’s garbage and smell it, yes energy has a scent to it as well! It is not my responsibility to clear their blockages unless they want to be helped.
I know many of you reading this are extremely empathetic, meaning you absorb people’s energy, what they are thinking and feeling, you take on, into your own energy field. When you begin to heal your past, things can feel worse before it feels better but know that if you have the courage to clean out the closets of your mind, heart and home, your life will improve in leaps and bounds and miracles will occur!
Join me and friends Live in person for The Spring Equinox Healing, Prayer & Manifestation Circle in Santa Monica on Thursday March 22, 2012 @5pm PST. You are invited! This is an opportunity for you to:
- Spring Clean Your Soul
- Pray for loved ones, family, friends and those who are in need around the world
- Awaken Your Intuition to the next level
- Activate the Healer within
- Receive a Message from Spirit about Manifesting your Heart & Soul’s Desire in 2012 and Beyond
- Release money and love energy attachments to create space for abundance and healthy relationships
Please feel free to invite your friends, there is no charge for this event. The ceremony will begin at 5pm and end at 7pm when the sun sets. Here is a link to where we are meeting and parking info at Lifeguard Station #26 down on the beach at 2600 Barnard Way. South of Ocean Park and Neilson Way intersection. Santa Monica, CA 90405
RSVP to Joanna@BigMiracleBreakthrough.com or just show up and I’ll be happy to see you!
Love & miracles,
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