Thank you so much for your beautiful prayers reflected back to me, I appreciated your emails:) I also had quite a few of you asking about my healing session with Howard Wills, I promise I will share more details on Friday about what happened!

I got a TV hosting request in from my manager at TVGuestpert. I thought it a good idea to do some research on the TV production company, who were interested in me. As I typed in the name of the company into my iphone and read, I gasped.

“What is it?” my husband Nick said.

I didn’t want to tell him, it was embarrassing, a skeleton in my closet.

“You don’t want to know,” I said.

“Tell me,” he said.

I took a deep breath to find some much needed courage.

“I hooked up with one of the owners of the TV company.”

“Did you sleep with him?” he said.

“Yes, he’s also a famous TV host in the UK,” I said, cringing. I felt so embarrassed.

That summer was a crazy summer. I had written a book called Confessions of a Psychic which I later on threw away because it was written during the peak of my love addiction. I was giving great relationship advice on Live TV but when the focus went back on myself, I couldn’t let myself feel my feeling. I attracted many clients to me who also suffered around love relationships and dating. As I’d tune in for a client, they’d often reflect back what was happening in my own life and spirit would channel the answer through me.

It felt awkward because I wondered if I was really giving true guidance however, at the end of the session, the client would say, “Wow you totally nailed what I’m going through and I feel like I can handle this moving forwards”.

I’m only sharing about my love addiction now because when I was in it, I was ranting and complaining about men betraying me, leading me on, using me. I was a total victim.

As I did the spiritual work, I kept healing. Some days it felt incredibly painful to be with my feelings but I have learned to be with the discomfort because I know the other side of this pain is an ocean of peace where I am deeply connected to spirit. It makes me a better intuitive, psychic and coach. I am able to see with deeper clarity. I see into the depths of a person’s soul. The beautiful lesson I recently learned is just because I can see someone’s garbage and smell it, yes energy has a scent to it as well! It is not my responsibility to clear their blockages unless they want to be helped.

I know many of you reading this are extremely empathetic, meaning you absorb people’s energy, what they are thinking and feeling, you take on, into your own energy field. When you begin to heal your past, things can feel worse before it feels better but know that if you have the courage to clean out the closets of your mind, heart and home, your life will improve in leaps and bounds and miracles will occur!

Join me and friends Live in person for The Spring Equinox Healing, Prayer & Manifestation Circle in Santa Monica on Thursday March 22, 2012 @5pm PST. You are invited! This is an opportunity for you to:

• Spring Clean Your Soul
• Pray for loved ones, family, friends and those who are in need around the world
• Awaken Your Intuition to the next level
• Activate the Healer within
• Receive a Message from Spirit about Manifesting your Heart & Soul’s Desire in 2012 and Beyond
• Release money and love energy attachments to create space for abundance and healthy relationships

Please feel free to invite your friends, there is no charge for this event. The ceremony will begin at 5pm and end at 7pm when the sun sets. Here is a link to where we are meeting and parking info at Lifeguard Station #26 down on the beach at 2600 Barnard Way. South of Ocean Park and Neilson Way intersection. Santa Monica, CA 90405

RSVP to Joanna@BigMiracleBreakthrough.com or just show up and I’ll be happy to see you!

Love & miracles,

Joanna Garzilli

p.s. Do you want a Big Miracle Breakthrough in your life? I have learned it is better to take action from a place of prevention rather than crisis. Big Miracle Breakthrough 90 Day Program will give you all the tools you need to manifest what you desire.

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I went to see a healer. His name is Howard Wills. I haven’t gone to see a healer for a few years for several reasons and you can use this checklist below, when you are deciding whether someone is a good fit for you as a healer, psychic or coach.

Firstly, I needed to know that this healer had a higher vibration than me and was totally aligned with spirit. Yes and yes, he was!

Secondly, I wanted to know that he could hold the space for me to let go of what was holding me back from living my life purpose 100%.

Thirdly, I needed to feel safe enough to surrender to the next stage of my spiritual awakening.

I’ll admit I was nervous about going and seeing this healer because my past pattern many years ago when I got on my spiritual path was from a space of desperation. I was a total love addict and my intention of seeing a psychic or healer was to stop the obsession in my mind over whomever I was romantically involved with.

Seventeen years later, my intention had shifted. Spirit said I needed to get 100% aligned and that was my goal at this healing session. My husband Nick drove me up to the house in a gated community in Beverly Hills. This was where I would meet Howard. I didn’t know what to expect. I felt nervous, as I didn’t like feeling vulnerable. I did my best to stay open minded. My old belief system, “You can’t be spiritual and make money,” was ravaging my mind. When Howard came out to meet us, I felt incredibly uncomfortable because I could feel him see straight through me. I was the one so used to being able to see people beyond what they could see for themselves. Howard was dressed in a long white robe. Again, my mind wanted to go into judgment about how a healer should be dressed, “Was he a charlatan dressed as a guru?”

Nick took Dominick outside to play basketball in the private cul de sac while I sat with Howard. I could feel my ego mind squirming. I didn’t want to share my weaknesses but I did because I knew that this lower vibration needed to be transformed into a lighter more joyful frequency.

Even if you are no longer talking with someone, even if they are dead, their energy can impact you today. I have seen this many times when I’ve worked with clients in a psychic capacity. You may not have spoken with an ex-spouse for ten years but your feelings towards them and their feelings towards you will impact your ability to have a happy loving relationship today.

I went to see Howard to heal my family lineage. My parents choose not to speak to me. They have told me I am evil and that they can never forgive me. I used to think, I won’t be seen as a great intuition coach because I don’t have a wonderful relationship with my parents. What I have learned is the healing has to happen from within yourself. My parents are in my dreams almost every night in the last couple of months. It has been a great loss to me. The better my life got, the more my parents rejected me. I have been using this experience as an opportunity to become a better mother, wife and friend. I pray for my parents every day. Not to make them feel differently about me, of course I would love them to love me, but so they can heal because I feel their pain.

In the past, when I’ve shared about my healing journey, some people have emailed me offering me their coaching services or trying to point out there is something wrong with me. I share about my life to show that I am human and have challenges to. I embrace my spiritual growth because as I learn, I can pass on this gift to others who seek to know how to turn pain into peace.

The key is to feel your feelings. Don’t ignore or deny your feelings otherwise they will control your actions and you will feel imprisoned, powerless to change your situation.

Today here is my prayer for you:

May your heart be filled with the grace of God,

May your soul live its purpose with courage,

May your spirit soar with angel wings of light,

May your days be filled with laughter,

For laughter lifts the mind, body and spirit to a place of joy.

Peace and blessings.

Join me and friends Live in person for The Spring Equinox Healing, Prayer & Manifestation Circle in Santa Monica on Thursday March 22, 2012 @5pm PST. You are invited! This is an opportunity for you to:

• Spring Clean Your Soul
• Pray for loved ones, family, friends and those who are in need around the world
• Awaken Your Intuition to the next level
• Activate the Healer within
• Receive a Message from Spirit about Manifesting your Heart & Soul’s Desire in 2012 and Beyond
• Release money and love energy attachments to create space for abundance and healthy relationships

Please feel free to invite your friends, there is no charge for this event. The ceremony will begin at 5pm and end at 7pm when the sun sets. We are meeting at Lifeguard Station #26 down on the beach at 2600 Barnard Way. South of Ocean Park and Neilson Way intersection. Santa Monica, CA 90405.

Love & Miracles,

Joanna Garzilli

Learn about your Intuition Blueprint here.

This morning I came across an article about online dating photos that were taken in front of a Holocaust Memorial. Was it disrespectful to take these photos here when there are so many places to take photos?

What thoughts come to your mind?

My mind jumped to judgment, shock and disgust. Having visited the Auschwitz museum in Israel and having been raised in a Jewish home, I felt the location of these photos was poor taste. However, as I continued to read the article, I saw that photographer, Marc Adelman had a different intention from what I had perceived; to think about our identity, politics and sex.

I’ve often heard people say, “Don’t talk about religion, politics or sex,” when you are at a social gathering and among motivational gurus, some have suggested this a major taboo at networking events. People are quick to look at the surface picture and leave it at that. A judgment is quickly formed and solidified.

How do you decide whether something is good or bad, right or wrong? At what point do you say, I like this person, I want to date them and change your mind to them not being The One?

Do you do business with people based on what other people have told you about them or because your intuition tells you it’s a good idea?

You are having a continuous stream of thoughts and these thoughts affect your ability to be able to feel and hear your intuition. You will not be able to receive intuitive guidance if you jump into the stream of thought and let it carry you. The key is to step into the stream of intuition and let it wash over you. You may find this confusing because both ideas put you in the stream of thought however there is a difference between the two. When you sense the variations of how you identify your thoughts and your attachment to them, you will start to have a whole new level of awareness.

Before I got pregnant, I rarely noticed pregnant women but once I got pregnant, I spotted pregnant women everywhere I went, and all things related to having a baby. You can take this same principle and apply it to your thoughts being focused on not being able to make money. If you believe you can’t make money, your environment will reflect that back to you and opportunities to generate income will not be in your vision, even if you affirm that you want to be financially abundant. I’ve seen some of my clients initially reject income-generating opportunities because of being carried downstream in a negative flow of thoughts, they couldn’t see the opportunity when it was presented. I had to point it out to them and then suggest a counter-intuitive action.

Even when you find the solution and you know the intuition is right, you often still ignore it. How many times have you said to yourself, “I should have trusted my intuition”. The reason you don’t is because you have practiced using the thoughts in your mind as a tool to make your daily decisions.

Daily Intuition Building Action:

1. Watch your thoughts at intervals throughout your day.
2. Write down a thought if you notice it recurring throughout your day. This will create enough distance for you to get out of the thought and form a new more aligned thought. For example: “I wish I hadn’t eaten that hamburger last night,” was a way for me to hate myself by criticizing myself. A fun thing became a guilty pleasure.
3. Notice when you are forming an opinion about something. Is it a thought of acceptance or judgment? Are these your true thoughts or were they learned from someone else?

As you become more aware of your thoughts and feelings, your intuition will increase. You will be able to see your life from a higher plane of consciousness. You will have a deeper understanding of why people do what they do. You may understand someone else better than they understand themselves because you see clearly. You now know not to take on that person’s pain and resentments. This allows you to be the light that you are and keep shining!

Today is an opportunity to Spring Clean Your Mind. Remove the cobwebs from the past, gently but with intention. I created a guided meditation as part of Big Miracle Breakthrough specifically to Heal and Energize Your Mind Body & Spirit because I have seen many times for my clients and myself how energy that is invisible to your eyes, creates distorted thinking.

Join me and friends Live in person for The Spring Equinox Healing, Prayer & Manifestation Circle in Santa Monica on Thursday March 22, 2012 @5pm PST. You are invited! This is an opportunity for you to:

• Spring Clean Your Soul
• Pray for loved ones, family, friends and those who are in need around the world
• Awaken Your Intuition to the next level
• Activate the Healer within
• Receive a Message from Spirit about Manifesting your Heart & Soul’s Desire in 2012 and Beyond
• Release money and love energy attachments to create space for abundance and healthy relationships

Please feel free to invite your friends, there is no charge for this event. The ceremony will begin at 5pm and end at 7pm when the sun sets. We are meeting at Lifeguard Station #26 down on the beach at 2600 Barnard Way. South of Ocean Park and Neilson Way intersection. Santa Monica, CA 90405

RSVP to Joanna@BigMiracleBreakthrough.com or just show up and I’ll be happy to see you!

Love & Miracles,

Joanna Garzilli

“Right-mindedness is healing”. A Course in Miracles

p.s. Do you want a Big Miracle Breakthrough in your life? I have learned it is better to take action from a place of prevention rather than crisis. Big Miracle Breakthrough 90 Day Program will give you all the tools you need to manifest what you desire.

Private Coaching (limited availability, serious inquiries only):
To apply for one-on-one “Big Miracle Breakthrough” coaching for your life, love and business please email: Joanna@BigMiracleBreakthrough.com

“Joanna Garzilli changed my financial life. For almost two years I was struggling to find a way to make more money from my online business and in just one session she taught me how to DOUBLE my sales and it worked instantly. Joanna’s intuition and business savvy are a powerful combination!”

- Mastin Kipp, CEO & Founder of TheDailyLove.com

p.p.s. Join me and International speaker Amir Zoghi this Saturday March 19 in Los Angeles for an inspirational and unconventional workshop “The Intuitive Warrior”. It’s a full day event at an outrageous price for $1 to the first 100 registrants (normally $197). Click here to get your spot and I’ll see you there!

I wish I wasn’t obsessed. I’d like to be free of obsession. I pray, I meditate, I journal, I’m a spiritual teacher, author, healer, business coach, entrepreneur and I still OBSESS.

This morning as I read spiritual literature at 6am, followed by journaling and then prayer as to what words of wisdom I should share today, the word “obsession” repeated itself over and over in my mind. Oh no, really? Shouldn’t I be perfect by now? Aren’t I meant to have everything figured out and be totally at peace and one with Spirit?

Today my friend Mastin Kipp called himself out on his blog The Daily Love. I love that he does this because it creates the opportunity for breakthrough, healing and a psychic displacement of unconscious energetic blocks.

This past weekend, I obsessed over how my husband was feeling, that I didn’t have enough time, and feeling personally rejected that someone didn’t text me back. Then when I finally let go, I felt happy and present, I realized that my mind creates an illusion that I don’t have enough time for relaxation and that person did text me back!

Obsession wastes a huge amount of energy. On a psychic level mental obsession looks like life force energy leaking out of your head in all directions. It leaves you feeling drained, tired, unmotivated and resentful.

If I hadn’t obsessed over the things that weren’t true, I could have felt more gratitude that I have a wonderful husband and how he feels in any moment is not a reflection of whether I did or didn’t do something right. I could have been totally present in my body, appreciating the beautiful blue sky and the sunshine as we drove down San Vicente Blvd in our clean car with my family, after having a lovely brunch in Pacific Palisades, CA, instead of having a foggy feeling in my mind. I could have felt peaceful and happy that I have fabulous friends, instead of looking for a fault because of me not feeling worthy of love.

This morning I wrote a list of things I want to do that are fun, joyous, creative, healing and loving. As I looked at my list, I noticed I’ve done many of those things but made up a story of suffering in my head. I’ve complained without reason because that’s what my mind does on autopilot, unless I use my intuition to pull out the weeds from my mind.

How is obsession affecting your life today? What have you been obsessing over?

Here are 3 spring-cleaning tools to detox your mind:

1. Write down a list of everything you can think of that you’ve been obsessing over.
2. Read over your list of obsessions. Next to each obsession, write down what your motivation has been for the obsession. For example: Get financial papers together for filing taxes. Reason for obsession: I’m scared because I don’t know how much tax I owe and I fear I won’t have enough money left.
3. Focus on your intuition (inner teacher). Take a moment to close your eyes and bring your awareness into your heart. Feel yourself click with intuition. Then open your eyes and write down an action you can take to erase the mental obsession. The necessary action may be physical, mental, emotional or spiritual, also the step that you may be guided to take is to wait. The reason this happens is because you are not yet in correct spiritual alignment to be able to receive the download from spirit.

The great thing about this exercise is it works at a deep cellular level. You may have some resistance to doing it. You might only write down three obsessions because you’re denial isn’t ready to deal with the other thirty denials that are exhausting you! This healing exercise is here for you whenever you feel ready to detox from denial and create space for peace, happiness and an abundance of energy.

Today is an opportunity to Spring Clean Your Mind. Remove the cobwebs from the past, gently but with intention. I created a guided meditation as part of Big Miracle Breakthrough specifically to Heal and Energize Your Mind Body & Spirit because I have seen many times for my clients and myself how energy that is invisible to your eyes, creates distorted thinking.

Join me and friends Live in person for The Spring Equinox Healing, Prayer & Manifestation Circle in Santa Monica on Thursday March 22, 2012 @5pm PST. You are invited! This is an opportunity for you to:

• Spring Clean Your Soul
• Pray for loved ones, family, friends and those who are in need around the world
• Awaken Your Intuition to the next level
• Activate the Healer within
• Receive a Message from Spirit about Manifesting your Heart & Soul’s Desire in 2012 and Beyond
• Release money and love energy attachments to create space for abundance and healthy relationships

Please feel free to invite your friends, there is no charge for this event. The ceremony will begin at 5pm and end at 7pm when the sun sets. We are meeting at Lifeguard Station #26 down on the beach at 2600 Barnard Way. South of Ocean Park and Neilson Way intersection. Santa Monica, CA 90405

RSVP to Joanna@BigMiracleBreakthrough.com or just show up and I’ll be happy to see you!

Love & Miracles,

Joanna Garzilli

“Right-mindedness is healing”. A Course in Miracles

p.s. Do you want a Big Miracle Breakthrough in your life? I have learned it is better to take action from a place of prevention rather than crisis. Big Miracle Breakthrough 90 Day Program will give you all the tools you need to manifest what you desire.

Private Coaching (limited availability, serious inquiries only):
To apply for one-on-one “Big Miracle Breakthrough” coaching for your life, love and business please email: Joanna@BigMiracleBreakthrough.com

“Joanna Garzilli changed my financial life. For almost two years I was struggling to find a way to make more money from my online business and in just one session she taught me how to DOUBLE my sales and it worked instantly. Joanna’s intuition and business savvy are a powerful combination!”

- Mastin Kipp, CEO & Founder of TheDailyLove.com

p.p.s. My dear friend Missy Costello is hosting a Vital Life 30 Day Cleanse that starts March 19, a great opportunity to detox your body for a clearer mind. I have coached with her personally and she is amazing. For more info please visit KarmaChow.com

I’m a Scorpio and I used to be really proud to be this astrological sign because it is known as “The Sex Sign” of the zodiac system. I thought being a sexy sign was powerful because it would make me more desirable and loveable.

As a teenager my mom used to quote Queen’s hit song, “Another One Bites The Dust” because I would dump a guy as soon as he gave me any love. I also became obsessed with chasing guys who were absolutely emotionally unavailable.

My core belief system was, love is getting someone to do what I want. Love is being told I am beautiful and sexy. Love is someone wanting my body.  I didn’t have a healthy foundation about the meaning of love. I didn’t have guidance about how to recognize the difference between a healthy loving relationship and toxic love.

When it came to love, my thoughts were insane at times. After one date with a guy who was aloof and playing games with me, I was hooked. I wanted him to want me. I was obsessed with winning him over. I couldn’t focus on getting anything else done. I would talk on the phone for hours with whoever would listen in my circle of friends to my latest love drama.

When I hear someone say, “There’s no good guys out there, they’re all taken,” I have to disagree. I believe there is someone out there for everyone. You have to first believe that it is possible for you to meet someone. If you can’t believe yet because you’ve been so hurt or betrayed in past relationships, that’s okay because there is another attitude you can practice…surrender.

When I was 32-years-old, I was financially broke and heart broken. I watched the movie “13 Going On 30″ with the intention of checking out from my reality because I had a lot of self-loathing and feelings of shame. I cried my eyes out when I saw Jennifer Garner and Mark Ruffalo’s characters get together and live happily ever after because my life felt so far from having that experience.

I got down on my hands and knees and as I wailed, tears streaming down my cheeks said, “God, why not me? I want to meet my husband.”

I heard a voice in my head say, “You’re not committed.” I felt angry. Why did that inner voice say that, it just wasn’t true? That night when I went to sleep, I reflected on this intuition (inner teacher). Something clicked at a cellular level as I surrendered to being a know it all and wanting to do things my way. I had been committed to uncommitted people because I was scared of opening my heart, falling in love and being abandoned.

I carried deep shame for years that I proposed to a guy because I didn’t think I was worthy of true love. After he said yes, I gave him $5 to buy me an engagement ring. I remember showing off the ring but feeling sick inside. I needed to do a love detox. I didn’t know where to start. If you have gone through many toxic relationships or are in one now, I urge you not to hide from your feelings. When I was in denial, I went financially broke because my spirit was broken.

I finally decided to commit to love. I didn’t know how it would show up in my life but I was willing. A couple of weeks later I met my husband Nick. He told me that he had gone to church and told God he was ready to meet his wife. We met in a small theater in Hollywood, CA doing a sketch comedy show.

Here are 3 Love Detox Tools:

#1 Write a list of all your past dates, lovers and relationships that you can remember?

Next to each name, write why you were with that person, what was your motivation for being with them?

#2 Go through your list of names and label each one with “I ended the relationship” or “They ended the relationship”. For 10 minutes write a stream of consciousness of what pattern you see around your love path.

#3 Complete this exercise with giving thanks for the lesson you learned with each person on the list. Until you can take responsibility for your part, you will not be able to let go.

Be gentle and kind to yourself. You don’t purge years of toxic love in 15 minutes but if you take 5 minutes each day to focus on letting go of your toxic love story, miracles can happen!

Love & Miracles,

Joanna Garzilli

xo xo xo

Joanna Garzilli is author of The Big Miracle Breakthrough 90 Day Program and Unleash The Psychic In You: How To Trust Your Intuition for Successful Decision Making. She was most recently on Fox News, sharing how to use your intuition for online dating. In two years, she went from being massively in debt, unemployed and having a series of failed relationships to creating a successful TV show, happily married with a beautiful son, with a thriving multiple six-figures business. Check out her websites at http://JoannaGarzilli.com and http://BigMiracleBreakthrough.com

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